Wednesday, November 21, 2012

One of my Favorites-

  It's a bit off track for the Cadanino Ministry but important for us all to think about and pray about

The Desolate Wilderness

The classic Review & Outlook columns that have appeared since 1961.

Here beginneth the chronicle of those memorable circumstances of the year 1620, as recorded by Nathaniel Morton , keeper of the records of Plymouth Colony, based on the account of William Bradford , sometime governor thereof:
So they left that goodly and pleasant city of Leyden, which had been their resting-place for above eleven years, but they knew that they were pilgrims and strangers here below, and looked not much on these things, but lifted up their eyes to Heaven, their dearest country, where God hath prepared for them a city (Heb. XI, 16), and therein quieted their spirits.
When they came to Delfs-Haven they found the ship and all things ready, and such of their friends as could not come with them followed after them, and sundry came from Amsterdam to see them shipt, and to take their leaves of them. One night was spent with little sleep with the most, but with friendly entertainment and Christian discourse, and other real expressions of true Christian love.
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The next day they went on board, and their friends with them, where truly doleful was the sight of that sad and mournful parting, to hear what sighs and sobs and prayers did sound amongst them; what tears did gush from every eye, and pithy speeches pierced each other's heart, that sundry of the Dutch strangers that stood on the Key as spectators could not refrain from tears. But the tide (which stays for no man) calling them away, that were thus loath to depart, their Reverend Pastor, falling down on his knees, and they all with him, with watery cheeks commended them with the most fervent prayers unto the Lord and His blessing; and then with mutual embraces and many tears they took their leaves one of another, which proved to be the last leave to many of them.
Being now passed the vast ocean, and a sea of troubles before them in expectations, they had now no friends to welcome them, no inns to entertain or refresh them, no houses, or much less towns, to repair unto to seek for succour; and for the season it was winter, and they that know the winters of the country know them to be sharp and violent, subject to cruel and fierce storms, dangerous to travel to known places, much more to search unknown coasts.
Besides, what could they see but a hideous and desolate wilderness, full of wilde beasts and wilde men? and what multitudes of them there were, they then knew not: for which way soever they turned their eyes (save upward to Heaven) they could have but little solace or content in respect of any outward object; for summer being ended, all things stand in appearance with a weatherbeaten face, and the whole country, full of woods and thickets, represented a wild and savage hew.
If they looked behind them, there was a mighty ocean which they had passed, and was now as a main bar or gulph to separate them from all the civil parts of the world.











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And the Fair Land

The classic Review & Outlook columns that have appeared since 1961.

Anyone whose labors take him into the far reaches of the country, as ours lately have done, is bound to mark how the years have made the land grow fruitful.
This is indeed a big country, a rich country, in a way no array of figures can measure and so in a way past belief of those who have not seen it. Even those who journey through its Northeastern complex, into the Southern lands, across the central plains and to its Western slopes can only glimpse a measure of the bounty of America.
And a traveler cannot but be struck on his journey by the thought that this country, one day, can be even greater. America, though many know it not, is one of the great underdeveloped countries of the world; what it reaches for exceeds by far what it has grasped.
So the visitor returns thankful for much of what he has seen, and, in spite of everything, an optimist about what his country might be. Yet the visitor, if he is to make an honest report, must also note the air of unease that hangs everywhere.
For the traveler, as travelers have been always, is as much questioned as questioning. And for all the abundance he sees, he finds the questions put to him ask where men may repair for succor from the troubles that beset them.
His countrymen cannot forget the savage face of war. Too often they have been asked to fight in strange and distant places, for no clear purpose they could see and for no accomplishment they can measure. Their spirits are not quieted by the thought that the good and pleasant bounty that surrounds them can be destroyed in an instant by a single bomb. Yet they find no escape, for their survival and comfort now depend on unpredictable strangers in far-off corners of the globe.
How can they turn from melancholy when at home they see young arrayed against old, black against white, neighbor against neighbor, so that they stand in peril of social discord. Or not despair when they see that the cities and countryside are in need of repair, yet find themselves threatened by scarcities of the resources that sustain their way of life. Or when, in the face of these challenges, they turn for leadership to men in high places—only to find those men as frail as any others.
So sometimes the traveler is asked whence will come their succor. What is to preserve their abundance, or even their civility? How can they pass on to their children a nation as strong and free as the one they inherited from their forefathers? How is their country to endure these cruel storms that beset it from without and from within?
Of course the stranger cannot quiet their spirits. For it is true that everywhere men turn their eyes today much of the world has a truly wild and savage hue. No man, if he be truthful, can say that the specter of war is banished. Nor can he say that when men or communities are put upon their own resources they are sure of solace; nor be sure that men of diverse kinds and diverse views can live peaceably together in a time of troubles.
But we can all remind ourselves that the richness of this country was not born in the resources of the earth, though they be plentiful, but in the men that took its measure. For that reminder is everywhere—in the cities, towns, farms, roads, factories, homes, hospitals, schools that spread everywhere over that wilderness.
We can remind ourselves that for all our social discord we yet remain the longest enduring society of free men governing themselves without benefit of kings or dictators. Being so, we are the marvel and the mystery of the world, for that enduring liberty is no less a blessing than the abundance of the earth.
And we might remind ourselves also, that if those men setting out from Delftshaven had been daunted by the troubles they saw around them, then we could not this autumn be thankful for a fair land.

















A version of this article appeared November 21, 2012, on page A16 in the U.S. edition of The Wall Street Journal, with the headline: The Desolate Wilderness.

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Tim Martiny - Teaching kids important skills

We were fortunate enough to have the opportunity to help Tim Martiny and Fundaninos with the wood shop equipment that they use in order to make pens. They hope to make commercially attractive products so that the kids learn the skill and a bit about entrepreneurial opportunities.  Our role was truly minimal: we carried the equipment down from the states in our luggage;  :)  );




















Monday, September 10, 2012

My Day at the Trade Center on the day that we were attacked. 20 years later.


   I saw all these people jumping to their deaths below.  From the 42nd floor window in 7 World Trade Center I saw the back of the first plane breaking off and the people falling and then jumping. The image of the bodies remains with me to this day.  I write below a little of my first hand experience that day.

   
  This is What I saw 




         
  

In a conference room on the 42nd floor we were in a morning management meeting discussing competitive products. With my face turned away from the large windows, I heard the roar of a jet  flying much too close to our building. As I turned to see the explosion I saw the back half of the plane breaking off and descending to the ground. It was eerily similar to a Hollywood extravaganza when  seated  too close to the front of the theater.  My colleagues and I were in complete shock. 
As we shouted and cried out,  I prayed the the Lord be there with each of us. The back half of the plane broke off and tumbled to the patio we shared with the North Tower. The flames and quantity of debris was staggering.  Much like a ticker tape parade office papers started fluttering in the wind to the ground almost immediately. As we started to see the people falling and jumping to their deaths there were few atheists in our office. My prayers were for each of them and their families. I prayed they had come to know the Lord and could find some peace. My friends and I were all yelling, crying and guessing  at what was happening. 
The we saw dead people. Lots of dead people. Splattered on the ground in front of us like raw hamburger splattered on your driveway that had thrown from the third floor of your house.  One fellow shouted, ¨That guys head just popped off like a pumpkin.¨ My heart still aches when I hear  that audio  in my mind. 
Like popcorn popping-   people jumped. Some jumped  alone and some of them jumped  in pairs or more. I wondered then and now years later;  was it  better to    face the end alone or holding the hand of an office mate?  At times,  people appeared to be continuously jumping and other other times it appeared to slow.  I had been no stranger to death, but the quantity of people dying quickly was mind boggling.  
I was so very glad that I knew Jesus and prayed that those dying also knew him. I strongly believe many of those passing recommitted to their faith in a profound and sincere way. They now sit with Him and watch us with love.  


PART 2  


The Evacuation 


  Shortly before the second plane hit someone suggested that we call our families. Only 15 of the 150 plus people on our floor were still present. The smart ones and the people who had been there in `93 had already left. After calling and leaving a message at the house, I picked up my binoculars and headed back to watch in the conference room. I remember thinking about the strange irony of having just taken my binoculars to my new job just as the world appeared to be coming apart.  Next to the conference room I stopped in a random office  to try my binoculars.

  The binoculars were strong and I could see the facial features and gestures of the people preparing to jump to their deaths. I could see people frantically gesturing inside the tightly sealed strong windows. One woman who I particularly remember  was gesturing  frantically from a busted balcony that never existed before or after. The result of a plane crashing into the sleek steel and glass walls had created an opening. Was it a balcony or a platform for a messenger?  I hoped naively that   helicopters would arrive soon and they would all be rescued through the roof top.  It was  very naive of me because even if the building had not collapsed the heat from the fires would have precluded a rooftop rescue. Also, naively I continued to pray for this woman  and thought that  I would try to follow her story as she was rescued.  And then BOOM!  Plane number two hit the South Tower.

    After the second plane hi the handful of us who were still there  knew we had to leave. We could hear  the television blaring about another plane, but from our vantage point on the 42nd floor (Building 7)  we thought it was a bomb. The windows exploded in our direction and we saw nothing of the plane. Someone coarsely yelled that perhaps the government was not telling the truth because of the bomb vs. plane.  We all started wondering about bombs and planes.

  The handful of us left planned  our evacuation. I asked Darren if we should wait for Peter our boss. I said that I would not want him to be alone in the event that he returned and felt he had to go down with the ship alone.  "Expletive   Peter.. lets go"   Darren said. We swept the floor with the Systems Administrative guy who had that morning finally delivered my beautiful new laptop computer which remained (remains) locked in the my desk.  He decided to take the elevator as Darren and I chose the stairs. No way was I going to travel in an a  electronic mausoleum.   I looked around  at the now vacant floor and thought,  "Hmm,  what's  next?"
  As we descended we found our colleague Mary struggling down the stairs. Late 50`s and seriously overweight.  Darren steadied her and I carried both of  their stuff. They had far more to carry than I.  It turns out they were the smart ones.....   Laboriously we descended the 42 stairwells, praying for safety and wondering what was going on outside...









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The Three K's Kids, Karegivers and Kulture

  Excuse the abuse of aliteration and spelling. Jesus calls us to care for the widows and orphans. In doing so, we care for the culture, ourselves and humanity.   The orphanage we work at has had several managerial and organizational changes. Many for the better. We went through a terribly difficult time from beginning of January until June. Please pray for continued progress. Also, please pray that today just one child can feel God's presence, love and grace.....


Thursday, August 9, 2012

Conferencia y Reunion Educacional con Practicantes

Gracias a Los Practicantes -

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Monday, August 6, 2012

I am in the middle of reading "Why Jesus"

   Currently reading the chapter on pain and suffering. The Author, Ravi Zacharias, has written extensively on this topic many times.  Most great Apologists and Theolgians have also taken a crack at it.  I most enjoyed the quote below by the Scotsman and writer James Stewart:

 It is a glorious phrase – “He led captivity captive." The very triumphs of His foes, it means, He used for their defeat. He compelled their dark achievements to subserve His end, not theirs. They nailed Him to the tree, not knowing that by that very act they were bringing the world to His feet. They gave Him a cross, not guessing that He would make it a throne. They flung Him outside the gates to die, not knowing that in that very moment they were lifting up all the gates of the universe, to let the King come in. They thought to root out His doctrines, not understanding that they were implanting imperishably in the hearts of men the very name they intended to destroy. They thought they had defeated God with His back the wall, pinned and helpless and defeated: they did not know that it was God Himself who had tracked them down. He did not conquer in spite of the dark mystery of evil. He conquered through it." -- James Stewart, Scotland

Welcome to the New Director Roberto Martinez Porras



 Dr. Roberto Martinez has become the director of the center: Centro Residencial Psiquiatrico y Neurologico (CRPN). It is there that Cadanino focuses most of our work and resources. We have 5 employees to manage and he has about 50 employees to manage. At Cadanino we go home after work and worry just a little. Dr. Roberto goes home and worries and manages a lot: 24x7 he is responsible for all aspects of the center. As a residential living center with complicated kids, he can get a call with a problem any time: night or day.

  His wife just gave birth to their second child. He has a great and loving Christian heart.  In addition
to his kids and our center (CRPN) he has a private practice as well. Needless to say, he is a busy man. I hope he finds time to sleep some!

Saturday, August 4, 2012

Our Father Which Art...... is his Father too

 One of our orphans is slowly dying from stomach cancer. He was saved from an intestinal blockage which nearly killed him  about 8 months ago.  The doctor's proceeded  with a three phase chemotherapy treatment that is often successful, but not in Juan Pablo's case.  The tumors have spread and continued to grow.   The treatments were really quite  commendable and amazing when you consider how poor this third world country is.  The medical staff truly gave him excellent treatment especially when compared to that which is generally available here.

   Pablo is a dear warm and kind man. He is an orphan and has lived most of his 44 years in various institutions and foster homes. He almost always has a smile and an outreached hand to welcome you.  In spite of very low intelligence he remembers people and maintains a bit of a running dialogue with visitors and his care givers.


  Please pray for him and his peace with the Lord.   We are trying to locate a Hospice type arrangement for him during these later stages of his wasting disease. I am going to post a bit of the feedback and insights we have had from a post that I placed on a Missionaries website here in Guatemala. I will also try to update this blog or another more private one as his condition and the support community  evolve.

  This is what I posted to the Private Yahoo Newsgroup"

   
  "----Original Message-----
Sent: 3 Aug 2012 18:33:58 GMT
To: Intermissions@yahoogroups.com

Subject: [Intermissions]
Question about Cancer Care and Hospice in Guatemala
 
Does anyone have insight into available options for local people to deal with late stage cancer? We have a man in out center that is about 45 years old and has not responded to cancer treatments. He is developmentally challenged as well. His name is Juan Pablo. We are looking for solutions to show the Lord's love as he prepares to leave this world. We believe that we can secure donations to give him decent care and a relatively pain-free last few months. Any ideas would be greatly appreciated. 

Jamie Waller

jamiewaller@gmail.com
43565671"

 
  Various people have given me feedback, but for the most part there is little in the way of Hospice type care here in GT.  We continue to look for solutions:

  One email was sent that I found quite interesting. I quote below nearly in it's entirety:

" think too many times we expect to find things here like we would in the states. We have to keep in mind we are not in the states. We take for granted what our country does do and focus more on what they do not do.

When you think about it we as a mission community are trying to export compassion. We bring our convictions of caring for the poor and those in need to a place that those are just as foreign a concept as we ourself are to them. I think many times in missions we have wanted to be the answer to the issues and we have not imparted that vision. I think that is why he said to go forth and preach the gospel and make disciples. In the process of making disciples we are able to impart the vision God has given us. Plus in this same process God imparts his vision into the hearts of the people.
I think we need to slow down learn the culture we are in and understand its quarks and work from within that to bring change and transformation. 

So you have to ask how does your community deal with this season in this mans life? What do they see as an honoring way for him to spend his last days? Then you have to ask the Lord is the reason you know him is to walk this out with him? Maybe this is your ministry call for right now? You have to ask God that question and obey his answer. 

I am walking this out as we speak in the Mayan community of Cerro De Oro. I do not claim to have victory over this area just have some insight with my own dealings in recent weeks."



     We are also currently working with Dennis McCutcheon and trying to meet with Christian Hospice International that may have some representatives in the country presently. 

Please pray for Juan Pablo. 

Thursday, July 19, 2012

Summer 2012 Newsletter


Cadanino Summer Newsletter  -  2012



Just a brief note to update  our friends who care and think about, “Cadanino”.  As you know,   we totally rely on the love of Jesus Christ and God’s people in order to have a positive impact in the lives of the children and caregivers here. Our goal is to deliver the hope we have in the Gospel message here in Guatemala to the Children, the Caregivers and the Culture. The Three C’s.
  The true joy this year has been the visiting Angels from our Church - Casa de Libertad.
Nike Borges and her prayer group have visited continuously throughout the year. They have helped with medical missions programs and days of happiness and joy.  They have done so very much to  encourage the children and our  staff. Their presence is so amazing. They are Prayer Warriors and live the Gospel in our midst. They volunteer to spend their free time and witness and love on, “the least of these”. Their love for Jesus Christ brings to life the Gospel message and has  incalculable impact.
Bless them all and please pray for them. Though there are some who visit only occasionally; a shout out of special thanks: Nike, Chochi, Alina, Beatrice, Lisette  and several of their teen  and adult children.  
 Our friends from  The Village Church returned this year. Kelli, Chris, Kris and Heather were an enormous help. Vera guided them and always seemed to have the solution and resources at precisely the right moment.  Since Kellie knew the needs of the kids, she really was able to fine tune the work to meet the needs of the wheelchair kids. There were many happy faces to see them when they arrived.


Cadanino  Children:

Hector is seven and starting to stand up and walk. The missions team from the Village Church outfitted him with leg braces and special shoes. He had surgery a year ago to release his Achilles  tendons and surrounding muscles so that his feet would move in a semi-normal manner. He is alive with wonder and tries to go into the areas where  the big kids are playing.
Hector is one of our success stories.

Ingrid is making progress as well. She can stand for longer periods of time and take steps with great help or the specialized walker.  As I write this, I realize that what some readers may recognize is that this is what we have been saying about her for 12 to 24 months. So the progress is very very slow and only perceptible when spending time with her. She remains in her Autistic world and only comes out a bit. The effects of neglect and institutionalization have manifested themselves in her exclusively inward focus. She waits for the world to come to her. Sometimes when walking with her, I can feel her try to pull in a direction because she may have a sense of interest  in some sounds  or not want to continue with the exercise. Helping her to advance in indepence is  an exceedingly slow and seemingly unrewarding process.
It gives me  time to think about how patient God is with all of us. He sees us make little progress for days and years on end and yet He does not give up on us.

Suzy is Okay. Just Okay (and that may be pretty good). She can hold her head up a bit longer and roll over better. We are concerned about her weight and continued upper respiratory infections. We are in discussions to have her transferred the Hermano San Pedro in Antigua. They  offer  specialized care commensurate with the challenges Suzy presents.  The medical staff and equipment are far more aligned to the Cerebral Palsy she has.   She remains the darling of the center and everybody adores her. She has the most expressive eyes I have ever seen and her smile could launch not just one thousand ships. but one thousand and one ships.

Anahi is making little progress. She received the same operation that I mentioned above that Hector responded to. She is extremely prone to colds and the flu.  In the three and a half years that I have been here, she has been the hardest child to reach.  In my early time at the center she was a child that I gravitated towards.  She was the smallest and easiest to love on. In spite of a fair amount of time and attention, she never appeared to bond with me or others.  Perhaps some cognition is present, but it is hard to identify. You may remember that she is the child where we believe her Father is also her Grandfather.  Profoundly low intelligence and severe autism makes it difficult to relate to her.  Again, I think of God when I hold her and pray with and for her. I thank God for her precious life and ask for His Guidance.

With the new management at the center all children are receiving more care and attention. Some of my personal favorites are Yolanda, Manuel de Jesus, Cintia and Sandra. They are the lost and forgotten children. They may have reflujo and/or PICA. This often creates profoundly bad breath and or particles escaping from their mouths that are truly nauseating to most of us.   The solution previously had been to keep them hidden in an isolation area. Now that they are out and about and more independent they are growing and responding. There is a new Teacher who is working specifically with this group. It is such a Blessing.  Los Olvidados  (The Forgotten) is a population we need to reach.  

  A new Federal Government came into power in January. They have been making many major changes in the employee base of virtually all government institutions. They are thoughtful and caring people- at least the ones in the social services part of the government.
While patronage appointments are prevalent, they are at least attempting to place capable people with appropriate skills at each level. We have been Blessed with a new Director who is Doctor of Psychiatry. A man with a great heart and enormous intelligence. He has been a breath of fresh air and much anticipated. We are extremely happy to have him here.

  This mission and ministry is really about the Kids. It’s about how to bring God’s Love into their lives.  It’s about not forgetting them.  The Church and most of us have relied on the government to take care of the widows and orphans.  We have relied too much on the state to solve the entire lives of the complex people in our society. We as believers (and non-believers) need to take love and care back to this population. With their basic needs provided for by the government, we have a unique opportunity to impact these lives.

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Fotos Carrera Junio 24 2012 Guatemala Por Corazon

Carrera Aqui en la Capital  Carrera GNC "Corre con el Corazón", 5 y 10K
Domingo, 24 de Junio. 8:00 a.m.
Domo, Zona 13. Guatemala
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